I am tired, and brain-weary. I have a stack of books to sell back, a smaller stack to keep and organize, and pages upon pages of notes to recycle/toss/shred/something.
The term is done. The last two classes only await the final grades – all papers, discussion boards, etc are turned in. These are the last two classes of the program to earn my Masters’ Degree in Human Services Counseling, Marriage & Family.
Done.
(Today I also applied to two different jobs and paid bills. It’s been a busy morning.)
I feel kind of numb inside, though, you know? I mean, it’s been full throttle moving forward, study study study, write write write… I completed a really big goal, and accomplished something no one in my immediate family has done before.
But now it’s done, and I am in a similar position as what I was in before – applying for jobs and unsure of what the future holds.
I’m really tired of being “between”. And I guess that’s what this blog is all about, finding out where I’m coming from and seeking the open door at the end of the hallway. Mostly, I am ok with this. Today, I am kind of…done.
I will add that I am really proud that I finished this challenge, that I did well, and that I learned a lot. For that reason, today’s question allows you to toot your own horn:
What are you proud of, today?
Let’s celebrate, together. For those things that are finished and fulfilled, for those feelings that are strong, or muddled – let’s celebrate.
Piles Upon Piles….
betwixt beginnings 